Friday, March 18, 2005

18.3.2005

Heyy! I've finally decided to change my blogskin. Yupps, at first had lotsa problems cos i seriously dunno how to change the skin and the codes stuff.. Bleagh. Haha. Anyway, in the end with some friends' help, managed to change it successfully. Oh mans, i better leanr to do it myself or else everytime i wanna change skin need to trouble soo many ppl, so paiseh lah. haha. Well, its FRIDAY already. Horrible. Two more days to school. Sigh, i've not revised my chinese yet!!! Though at least ive fnished my maths n science revision, well, AT LEAST. Im seriously not having a holiday lah. I mean, u see right, of all five days, im busy with sch stuff for like 4 days?! The only day i was free was wednesday and what did i do on wed?? studyying and slacked a bit..Sigh. Im really not prepared (emotionally) for the next term which is gonna be much worse than term 1. *deep breathing* Nvm, its all gonna be okayy (im contradicting myself)...

Anw, today went to sch to arrange our new furniture. So cool lah! I love our tables! They r soooo sehhh-black n brown! Ikea furnitures r soo cool. haha. I feel like changing the furnitures in my room agn. This must be the thousandth time im saying this, but..cant help it wad..Haha! But i just change during the dec hols.. bet my mum wont let me go buy new stuff agn. Hmm, maybe i shall just go repaint my room to maroon!! Cool! Haha, n get a d.i.y four poster bedd that ive been thinking for a looong looong time! Soo exciting!! Haha. did i blog ytd?? hmm..dun think so. Shall talk abt ytd den.

Yupps, so ytd went back dhs choir with michelle. Guess wad, we two dumb person, with four eyes STILL managed to miss the bus-stop. AND, the worse thing was that we forgot to alight at the next one which was after the dhs-stop. In the end we alighted at the 3rd one. Cos we were like singing in the bus until we were so engrossed in it that we dint notice the bus-stop. See, soo blurr right??? Haha. But yay! i finally found sumone who's willing to duet "at the beginning" with me!! She sang the melody while i sang the harmonizing part. Damn nice man... We kept singing and singing. Hahaha! So in the end, we were supposed to reach dhs ard 11 lah, but we reached there ard 11.35 liddat and choir's ending ard 12. See agn? Go there only managed to listen to them for a short while. They were better lahh budden yarh, altos were just tooo forceful and sometimes, i gueess maybe it's the song lah, so its kinda hard for them to support really well.. Just really hope that dhs choir will get a gold this yr..Then we saw shihui, andy,siying, zhen hui and still got other seniors i think. And woah, their new choir-teacher-in-charge isss goooodddd! he is really a good teacher man.. Finally, choir has a proper teacher in charge. So after that, talked to some of the seniors and yarh, went out with diane. Decided to go bugis cos she was thinking of buying the avril's tank top. haha. In the end i managed to persuade her that the avril tank top is noot nicee. So we went to fox and we bought the same design of tank top, just that her's is hot pink and mine's bright lime green. haha. i looked weird in her hot pink top, so dint buy or else at first we wanna buy the same colour. Haha. Den she bought a denim purse while i bought summore hairties (i just hafta buy hairties or earrings when i go out lah..that's why my mum is pissed with me) Bleagh. Oh yarh, i tell you arh, the whole of bugis dun even have the soundtrack of dr jekyll and mr hyde-the musical and the soundtrack of Ella enchanted and Cinderella Story!!!!! I was soooo super ultra pissed lah, i mean, these cds r very common wad.. Just dun understand how cum dun have!!! Argh. Now i guess i just hafta go back to Tower Records there and buy though the cds there r freaking expensive. Like one Blue cd hor, u can buy it at 18 at Sembawang budden at tower records right, it costs 26!!! n It's the same cd!!! Arhh, forget it.

Went back at ard 3.45 cos had cheerleading prac at 4.30 and i hafta meet pinqi at 4.15 to revise the steps with her. Haha. So i can split all along!!! And ive always been doing the perfect style of split without me even knowing! I thought my style was wrong. Bleagh. And the seniors were like' u can split!!!', i was like really? But nvm, now i know i can do!! Whee`!! Yay!! But the prac ytd was really tiring. Had to keep practising the steps and do stunts..*rolls eyes* Haha. I guess it's gonna be a really good experience for me, so its worth it. Haha. n Benedict's also in cheerleading too! haha. i dint expect to have a choir senior in cheer too. Oh mans, it's 4.35 now, n im gonna have another cheer prac in 1 hr's time. The coach is coming today!! Shucksss! Haha.

Oh yarh, just now was reading jerene's blog den she mentioned abt this ( i think i shall just copy n paste frm her blog, hope she dusnt mind). here it goes:
Will there ever be forever in this world? perhaps im viewing this world in a very pessimistic manner. there's no forever. why? because there's this harsh reality to face. i believe it's because people change, things change, feelings change and when we're forced to make choices that we dread to.

Sigh, reading this makes me sad. I dunno why lah, but yarh, i do agree with her. Life's like that. there is no forever. Yet am i stubborn?? Cos i want forver to happen. Hahaha. Im contradicting myself too. I guess, it;s just gonna be hard, everyone moves forward, and u just cant help but change, u just cant help it. Sigh, haiyah, if i;ve never been to jerene's blog, i wont be thinking soo much stuff agn. haha. But im not blaming you, jerene. Just that sometimes, when we really change and have to let go, we will just have to let go and not cling on to the believe that there's gonna be forever anymore..Though thinking a little of dusnt seem to harm now right? It will be just like im watching princess diaries and the prince and me and thinking and dreaming abt fairy-tales and forever and thinking abt my life now. Im just very contented and happy with my life now. To have my family with me and friends and evrything's going on well now. I believe im a much happpier person now than before. To me, this is what i call a fairy-tale, where im happy with my life. I just have this sudden urge to thank everyone --- Well, i just wanna thank those who have made me life much more exciting and happier. It's you who really made a difference. It's you people that made everything possible. Cant do without you. *smiles* Haha. Oh mans, this blog is soo long! Sigh, i just have soo many things to say... Maybe i shall blog agn after my cheer training...Cya den! Muacksss! I love you guys!
 
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