Wednesday, October 12, 2005
IT'S OVER!!! :D
IT'S FINALLY OVER. O.V.E.R!!!!!!!!!!!! *jubilations*
Actually it's kinda fast isnt it, i mean when you are having it of course it's MEGA LONG, but come to think of it as one overall major process, i thought it was rather fast!! *i cant believe im saying this-contradicting myself*
Well all i can say now is that the past 6 weeks (or 7 or 5, cant really remember when i started mugging) had been a horrible experience. Okay lah, maybe i am exaggerating, but it was definitely stressful and super unhealthy to both mind n body. Lack of sleep, increasing amount of stress and workload added to u everyday...etc etc.. (the list can go on and on) Oh yarh! and the nervous feeling before every exam was not a nice experience either. I thought i could feel my brain and body feeling wonky yesterday, i think if there is still another exam tomorrow or something, i will just break down n conk out! I guess there is a limit to everything and sitting for today's papers can be considered as the max my body n brain can survive. I personally do not mind studying (dont look at me in the funny way or roll your eyes), but the way i had studied n prepared for the exams seriously killed many of my fragile brain cells and my precious brain memory space! AHH i need the space for other things! hahaha..
Sometimes i think that the way we are studying simply does not make any sense to me. i think it's not right. i mean we study for the sake of the passion right...yet the current system is making me start to dislike studying lah... though i've managed to find another source of motivation just recently (: but still, i think if this goes on for the next 3 years, i will just (as mr tan has said) SHRIVEL UP AND DIE. This is mega true cos according to doctors, the lack of sleep will accumulate and this may cause the shortening of your lifespan. Sigh *wonders how many years of my life have i shortened just within this year* )): Yeah exams may be over, but that does not really mean anything, does not necessarily mean that we will have better lives ahead... WE STILL HAVE FREAKING PROJECTS TO DO AND PDP COMMITMENTS. All these were not really present during the muggin period. Now that exams are gone, we have to continue working at such fast n stressful pace to keep up with our freaking projects n commitments. That's why sometimes i'd rather study n have exams than all these other stuff. They complicate lives, dont they? i think im finally enlightened (:
Ah well, though the exam period was indeed mentally draining, i guess at least we dont have the other stuff going on then...Oh well, now that everything is back to pre-exam period, i will have to adapt again lorh. but before i start on my projects, i think we all do deserve at least a short break lah! come on, let's party!! ahahaha! ooooh, went to take neos with the royal family ((: so funn!! at least it was destressing to me.. ahahah! going crazy together in a group is kinda fun actually! alright then, to those still having exams or going to have: GOOD LUCK! Hang in there, cos everything will be over soon ((:
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