princess in training

i shouldn't be complaining
i shouldn't be complaining
i shouldn't be complaining
i shouldn't be complaining
i shouldn't be complaining
i shouldn't be complaining
i shouldn't be complaining
I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE COMPLAINING.

BUT please, can the teachers just give me a break?

i KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE COMPLAINING.
but yes i STILL AM COMPLAINING.
SOMETIMES THINGS GET TO A POINT WHERE YOU CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
SO YOU COMPLAIN YET KNOWING NOTHING CAN BE DONE BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT WITHIN YOUR CONTROL.

urgh im a big spoilt brat.
this is all for my own good, but it gets tiring to have to put on a facade everytime, always.
it's been like this ever since i start schooling.
at least 9 years of such things,
im sick of it.

BUT i cannot complain to anyone
because these are for my own good
because i might look like some arrogant ass who doesn't treasure all these chances
i can only complain silently

maybe im just sick of it.
i just want to be a normal student
go school study,
after school go out
and enjoy a fun and slack student life

yet i know,
i am in no position to complain.
i should be grateful, shouldn't i?

sigh
let this year faster end
2008 might be a better year