princess in training

this is bad. im feeling what i shouldn't be feeling; thinking about things that i shouldn't be thinking about. it's complicated. And apparently a weird thought came to me while i was shopping cos i saw this guy in white shirt and well, he kinda triggered something that's remained dormant for quite some time. it's err, bad? good? depending on the angle, can be both good and bad i guess. ): sigh im jealous! ): ): which i totally shouldn't be! ): ): i should be like happy instead! i dont know, i need someone to talk to, but sometimes at times like this, i don't know who to talk to. Does that sound pathetic? sigh. i dont know. i should like go watch chick films or something to cheer myself up and bring myself away from the annoying thoughts.

i need my dose of westlife, fairy tales and yeah someone to talk to right now.