princess in training

sigh. sigh. sigh. my results are kinda ): i don't know, i just feel super demoralised now. though ive kinda expected it, but still, the yucky feeling of seeing e other people getting higher than you? like ive put in so much effort yet i got this ---. it's not really super bad but sigh. no mood to do anything now. at first was going to watch pirates later in the afternoon with my mum, but heck, no mood to even watch it anymore. all i want to do now is to just study and mug myself to death. i have no mood to go out anymore for the rest of the term. what;s the point of studying when u know you'll get the same result as not studying? why bother yourself with so much nonsense? it isnt fair. ARGH. its so FRUSTRATING. PLUS, with mega annoying and irritating people who makes idiotic and stupid comments, i could have just exploded any moment. why cant you keep YOUR MOUTH SHUT? and MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS?! it's not as if you have a freaking nice voice-eyucks. no one wants to hear what you have to say. YOU'LL be doing everyone a favour by just keeping quiet you pig. sometimes i hate you so much until i just feel like strangling you. just cos i never show it doesnt mean i dont feel that way. you think you;re such a popular figure that everyone wants to follow? for goodness sake, go look yourslef in the mirror and reflect before you open your big mouth and start to blab. i wish you can just curl up in one corner and die. urgh. i dont care if you're reading this or what. and im sure many people share the same sentiments as me.

if anyone is reading it, pls pardon me for this sudden outburst. it's just that i cant control and take it anymore.